it is a friday night. i am home by 7 pm. back from a long day of work and class. i had a bagel for dinner. i dont really have any other food. i have no plans. i have no energy to try and make friends/plans.
so this friday i will throughly enjoy the pity party with myself. be happy for me
currently reading: Einstein's Dreams by Alan Lightman
currently listening to: mates of state
pity parties are really fun. sometimes they make you forget that you have any friends in the world. and sometimes they make you remember that stupid thing you said in front of your whole seventh grade class. you miss your family because they're the only ones who'll love you for good even without makeup. and then you look in the mirror and realize you have chocolate on your chin.
ReplyDeleteadolescence is a pity party and sadly enough, we're kindof still going through it... ain't that a bitch. Maybe we should have kids and grow up... seriously, so much easier than diet cokes and binge self loathing.
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